Journal Entry: Sat Jan 30, 2016, 4:01 PM
I have not been all that active, again really sorry for this.
But things really just have not got any better for me what so ever.
I feel no love or anything here on DA as of right now.
I really just feel so down with myself and struggle to find any joy
with talking to many friends.
Plus it has come to the fact we now have to put our horse down on Monday, and I have had to say goodbye to him now was only chance to see him one last time.
Plus alot of my thoughts have been running through my mind back on alot of pieces I made recently. I have made to little to no improve as of late, And I feel no passion in anything I make or enjoyment.
I want to make things, but I just know they won't come out how I want them.
There other many other things on my mind as of late, who are even really my friends anymore etc.
So I really think it will be a seriously long time before I am my normal self, or debating if I should continue to stay on DA right now.
I am trying to sort alot of things out too specially with alot of big things need to be done this year.
So yeah I am sorry guys, don't really expect all that much from me. And sorry to those that have only just watched me. I dunno if I am really what people expect out of an artist. I don't know if I should even be considered one.
I leave it up to you guys to decide on that part.
Listening to: Kelly Clarkson ~
Reading: Vampire Knight Novel ~
Watching: Grimm ~
Playing: Final Fantasy XIV ~